Right now, I'm so full...I'm just bubbling over with the realization and acknowledgment of all that I've come thru in 2014. I've got to tell 'some body'......
Sometimes, in the tradition of our ancestors, I just fall down on my knees, and declare my thanks and praise because I'm aware of what has been my experience. I can see and feel what is happening as I am going through it. Many folks just go through high points and low points, trials and challenges, and never get much insight about the process. My nature is 'to know' ~ I'm a Sagittarius, ~ so I'm always trying to understand not just what happens, but what is the significance of it in my Life, and what it means, or is symbolique of, on a deeper level. Things are never simply what they look like.
I am living testimony to the truth, "Seek and ye shall find". I am able to witness my own transformation. My grace and gift is to be continually informed from within. To receive however, requires that I'm still enough to listen, and can discern the Insight, from my own mental garbage.
I'm not saying mine is a world of instant gratification and resolution. What I am saying is that I continue to receive clarity, and deeper meaning to the events and circumstances that transpire in my life. For example, two weeks ago, I saw how not getting my cherished prayer to move to Angola back in the 80's, removed me from an arc of entanglement that would have placed me in an environment that today is so ugly and toxic that it's scary. Now, that to me, is better than gold.
To be able to understand that often times what is needed in the midst of an 'attack' or crisis is simply patience, or to disengage, rather than follow a social more that says, "You must DO something" is teaching me how NOT to create a new and unnecessary negative fate, with inappropriate actions!
Whew, what a grace....In other words, I've gotten and continue to receive a lot out of these trials and hardships, for 2014 was a challenging teacher. Each month brought a new onslaught. But believe it or not, peace, joy and understanding steeled me. And as the Presence within me quickened each time I reminded myself of my True Identity, over time, even fun surrounded me and lifted me above the appearance of my circumstances. And so, today, Yes Beloveds, my genuine smile, is back.
It being the holiday season, all the films in The Matrix Trilogy were on TV on Christmas Day. I took a couple of hours and watched from the beginning. It was good to revisit the story, as I realized something I'd completely missed in my earlier viewing. I'd completely missed the major detail that machines were now using unborn humans as their energy sources to run and maintain control of the world.
I again enjoyed the wonderful scenes depicting human beings moving in unlimited ways. A brain awakened and activated to function beyond the dimensional limitations we've accepted is so exciting ~(Beam me up Scottie!).
The Matrix is rich in symbolism about our inner and outer worlds, about space, time and movement, and how these are all pliable. I love it. It just simply all adds up to encourage me to expand my mind. And as that saying and song goes...."Free your mind, and your ass will follow".
Here's to living a greater freedom in your life and outer world. Say goodbye to dwelling on the past, and declare that you're done with ideas, beliefs and habits that limit your Inner Sense of self from Being All that you are. Step into 2015 with gratitude and anticipation, knowing that Now is the Time of Your Amazing Good Fortune.
I so appreciate all of you that stop by and read, visit and omniact with me through the Knewz. Your support, comments, additions and disagreements all equal Love. If you found something here that kept you in touch with your True Self, made you laugh, or take a moment to listen to the music, think and feel rejuvenated....then it's all worth it. And if you shared the blog with others, Thanks so much.
lovu,
Kendke
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